I BELIEVE IN MYSELF!

Remember that New Year's Resolution I have? Well I have been doing excellent on eating well, hydrating more, getting dressed and doing my makeup on a daily basis even though I had no place to go, and although I have been slacking on going to the gym I feel the multiple trips down to the laundry room with a kid on my hip and a basket of clothes and laundry detergent in the other is pretty decent exercise. So on to the next step for me. Skin care and hair. It's time. I feel like I am starting to look old. Could it be I am starting to get freaked out about turning the big 30 this year? Yeah, most likely. So do something about it. I have started washing my face every night and putting on my Mary Kay TimeWise Night Solution. Waking up in the morning and hydrating my face some more with Mary Kay TimeWise Day Solution and Age-fighting Moisturizer. Today, I got a much needed haircut and had a couple inches hacked off. I felt like my skin and my hair were weighing me down. So instead of getting depressed about it I did something about it. 
What else did I do today? I took Makayla for a half day trial run at her new daycare. She wasn't crying and seemed fine when I left but then when I picked her up they said she cried for an hour straight and didn't play with any of the kids today. She just sat off to the side by herself. If you are a mother reading this than you know how much that breaks my heart. I just want to cry. She was so excited to see me when I picked her up. And then when we got home she kept hugging and kissing me and she didn't want to take a nap. It was like she was scared I wouldn't be here when she woke up. I did finally get her down but that broke my heart too. So here is where it is my time to step up and do something about it again. A couple years ago I sold Mary Kay but didn't invest really any time into it and didn't really take it seriously. I ended up giving it up because I didn't think I wanted to invest the time. My Mary Kay consultant contacted me about a special deal Mary Kay was having on previous consultants resigning. I did some thinking about it and it made sense. What better way to meet people? I know no one here and have no friends here. If I can at least make a couple contacts through Mary Kay maybe I could start some friendships too. I want to be home with my daughter but we need the extra income to have the house we want and live the lifestyle we want to live so what if I started part time and worked my way up where I could be my own boss and stay home with my baby girl? So I am doing it. 100% committed to making my own business a success. Yes, I will still report for work on Monday and I will give my 100% there too but if I can be successful with this then maybe my daughter and I could have as much time as we want together. I know of at least one person who doesn't believe I can do it and maybe one or two more who will be sceptical but I am starting to have more confidence in myself than I ever have from just using the products every day and taking better care of myself and I truly believe in myself. I am looking to prove myself. If any one of you out there do not have a Mary Kay consultant already and are interested in or already use the products I would be happy to be your consultant! Yes, I don't live near you but I ship! LOL!!  I for once believe in myself, I hope someone out there believes in me too.